So, many students have returned to education because it's September now. For me, I have to attend the Enrollment Day on Wednesday, but I'm not entirely sure when I actually officially start. But I'm assuming it'll be on Monday since the new buildings will be opening on that day.
I've sent an email to the college about my request in fourth A Levels, which is Business Studies, and I've not heard anything yet so I guess I'll hear anything when I go in the college.
At the moment, the idea of this new college life actually scares me and I didn't expect it. There is this feeling where I really don't want to go, because mainly I don't know anyone at all. I've grown up to go to schools with my deaf friends. Like when the group I am (or was) in, and we've been growing up together, attended same schools until I left. And this totally scares me. I don't think there'll be one deaf person joining in the same year as me, or even worse, I don't know any deaf people who's attending there. That's because the college is out of my home town or my other deaf friends are older/younger than me so they're in different places.
Also, another thing that scares me, the idea of being independent. Not relying on any teacher of the deaf anymore. I'm used to having a teacher that I can rely on but I left school, and my ex-teacher of the deaf was simply helpful and great but college will be completely different because I'm worried about missing out some words, since they're new to me so I'm not entirely used to their speeches.
Looking at the positive world, I'm sure I'll cope just fine, like I did when I came in nursery, infants, junior and secondary school.
In any case, I may be busy as I would be expecting that I'd get college work straight away!
P.S. The new implant is going as normal, still tiring though but still better than one implant alone!
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